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What inspired this tremendously devoted fan to give
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All You Need Is Love
Why does Jude want me to share my life as a Beatlemaniac?
I don't really know...after all I'm just a bum, Ida.
Valentines Day, February 14, 2010
I've just finished listening to Joe Johnson's "Beatle
Brunch." He played "Walk With You," Ringo and Paul's
duet from Ringo's new CD, "Y Not." It's brought back
a flood of memories, and I'm a bit choked up, remembering the
close friendship and love The Beatles shared with each other and
the world! The magic of their music is so powerful and far-reaching
because of that passion and dedication. They loved one another,
they loved music, and they worked hard. It was a Hard Day's Night
for many years.
George: "We were tight. That was one thing that
really could be said about us; we were really tight as friends.
We could argue a lot amongst ourselves, but we were very, very
close to each other and in the company of other people and situations
we'd always stick together."
Ringo: "They became the closest friends I'd ever
had. Suddenly I had three brothers. We really looked out for each
other and we had so many laughs together. In the old days we'd
have the biggest hotel suites, the whole floor of the hotel, and
the four of us would end up in the bathroom, just to be with each
other."
John: "We were so dependent on each other it was
ridiculous. We'd never go anywhere without one another. It was
like being a quarter of one person, but it was great. I still
love those guys. John, Paul, George and Ringo go on."
Paul: "The thing is, we're all really the same
person. We're just four parts of one. Our friends called us the
four-headed-monster because we were never apart."
Their closeness was not lost on me. From the very beginning,
from the very first song I listened to (and bought in 1963, at
age 11) they made me feel a part of their circle....like I was
a Beatle, too! I was an only child in a Looney Tune house...my
home life was the Titanic, and I was sinking. But The Beatles
were a life raft. Because of that I'm reminded of this quote from
Rose from the movie Titanic: "But now you know there was
a man named Jack Dawson and that he saved me...in every way that
a person can be saved. I don't even have a picture of him. He
exists now...only in my memory."
(Substitute Jack Dawson with The Beatles, and that is how I feel.)
The Beatles became part of our DNA or fabric of being;
they became part of our lives. And still today, when a certain
happy quantum wave hits the mind/soul of a young person, The Beatles
are reborn again...
Rupert Sheldrake, scientist, describes this process
as Morphic Resonance:
"Through morphic resonance, the patterns of activity in self-organizing
systems are influenced by similar patterns in the past, giving
each species...a collective memory."
The Beatles are definitely in the collective memory.
How did they become a part of the fabric?
Let's go back, back, back, back...Let's start with
December 27, 1960 at Litherland Town Hall Ballroom, Liverpool.
According to author Mark Lewisohn that was the birth
of Beatlemania. I'll take his word for it. (I wasn't there, I
wish I was, but no.) The lucky kids who were there lost a little
control but gained admittance to an exclusive ritual that would
soon become very inclusive. They initiated the "pattern of
activity" that became Beatlemania.
It took an Irishman called Ed Sullivan to take me to
that place.
February 7, 64
I was glued to my radio through an ear plug. WABC Radio
and Cousin Brucie kept me and my friends updated. "W.A.Beatle.C."
counted down the hours...until finally They Were Here!
I was in New Jersey. They were five miles away in NYC! My mother
was in the hospital, and my father was away on business, so I
was staying with a friend that weekend. My friend's father kept
threatening that, if we didn't behave, there would be no Ed Sullivan
for my friend and me... and no Beatles! Two 11-year - old boys
were severely challenged, for my friend had two younger sisters
who took great delight in enticing us toward danger... But we
made it! "Ladies and gentlemen, The Beatles!!"
From that day on I was hooked. I became 'the local
Beatles freak.' I even got my sixth grade teacher to let me play
"Meet The Beatles" at lunchtime. She supplied the Hi-Fi,
and I was "the go-to guy" when it came to Beatles' albums.
After school, friends would come to my house to listen to the
new singles and albums...wherever I lived or went to school.
"A Hard Day's Night," "Help," "Rubber
Soul," the music and popularity seemed like a never-ending
hurricane. Whoosh!! My days were filled with Beatles, baseball,
and girls. (Mostly Beatles) Luckily, my first girlfriend was a
Beatlemaniac, too. In fact, she had to "talk me down"
from the life-threatening disappointment I felt over the release
of 'Revolver.'
When it came out I didn't like it. It was off, out
of tune. I must have gotten a bad copy. My girlfriend had a copy
too, and it was the same. What was I going to do?
My friends wanted to listen to it with me, and I had
to pretend to like it. I spent hours on the phone with Jeanne
(my girlfriend) trying to understand what happened. Finally, she
convinced me that I liked it! And that was a very lucky thing,
because I had tickets to see The Beatles at Shea Stadium on August
23, 1966!
Unfortunately for Jeanne, I had purchased the tickets
right before I met her that summer, and I had invited my cousin
(who drove) to accompany me! I was 14; he was 18. Jeanne broke
up with me about a million times trying to get that ticket, but
I remained loyal to my cousin. And on 23 August, we were off!
I had been to Shea to see the Mets play, but this was
a different crowd. Approaching the entrance, I saw Beatniks, Hippies,
a motley crew! I was nervous. At 14 I was still a "rah -
rah"...penny loafers, madras shirt, beige pants. I wanted
to turn around and split. My cousin calmed me down. Good thing.
I was still reeling from the 'Revolver' debacle and thought I
was out of my element, but as the set list will show, I had nothing
to be worried about.
1. Rock and Roll Music
2. She's A Woman
3. If I Needed Someone
4. Day Tripper
5. Baby's In Black
6. I Feel Fine
7. Yesterday
8. I Wanna Be Your Man
9. Nowhere Man
10. Paperback Writer
11. Long Tall Sally
I remember that Paul mentioned that it was John and
Cynthia's anniversary a few times. John said, "Thank you,
and that's enough of that, Paul." The crowd of about 50,000
sang, "We all live in a Yellow Submarine' to The Beatles."
Funny thing, 'Revolver' had just come out, and they were only
four or five months away from the 'Sgt. Pepper' sessions; John
was only three months away from writing 'Strawberry Fields' and
meeting Yoko Ono, and yet they were still doing their 64/65 set
for the most part. No wonder they decided to stop touring! They
were in limbo, ahead of the technology needed to perform. John's
'bigger than' remark and the Philippines incident made it ridiculous
to continue touring. All in all, I was very lucky to be at Shea.
I was definitely envied by my classmates. (Except for one, Jeanne...if
looks could kill! Well, we still dated after that, but the August
air was pretty cold.)
Jeanne and I became very close, and by June '67 we'd
been 'together together' for over a year. Unhappy nuts don't like
happy nuts, and my parents weren't happy nuts. So, by June I learned
that in September I was headed off to Military School.
I'll spare you the 'last days together' bit between
Jeanne and me. Suffice it to say there were lots of tears. But
off I went to jail! That's how it seemed to me.
But I wasn't alone at Military School. Playing my Beatles
albums in the dorm caught the attention of the type of kids I
wanted to hang with. My roommate couldn't've care less about my
music. (He was the quarterback of the football team and had other
things on his mind.) But the slightly "left-leaning cadets,"
us troublemakers, made music our refuge. The Beatles spoke the
language of the thoughtful and the visceral alike. Those of us
who gravitated to The Beatles had something in common: Military
School was not (and is not) for the outwardly artistic type. So
if any of us had an inclination in that direction we hid it. Listening
to The Beatles allowed us to release our fears without speaking
about them.
Lucky for me, the school shut down after my first year.
The parental nuts were fond of saying that "the school was
open for 130 years, and it took Mike only one to shut it down."
In September '68 I was
off to Prep School. (The nuts still thought I was a tough nut
to crack. Maybe preppies could show me the way.) But after only
two months, I was suspended for drinking. It was stupid, really.
But it gave me the opportunity to come back to school a week later
with "The Beatles" (The White Album) in hand.
Whew...Listening to it that first night was similar
to the first time I listened to Pepper.
This time there were four of us crowded around the
record player, and it was a DOUBLE album. When "Back In The
USSR" came on, I was a little shocked by the '50's sound
it had. When the rest of it played out, the four of us had the
same reaction, "Play it again!" What a treat! (It's
my desert island pick along with the British version of "A
Hard Day's Night.")
Yet The White Album was a red flag, a warning for me
that John was troubled...that he was flirting with danger. No,
not because he was with Yoko. I got the feeling that John wasn't
just smoking pot or taking LSD. No, I thought he was depressed.
I began to fear that he wasn't long for this world. In fact, although
I wasn't thrilled when he left Cynthia for Yoko, I thought Yoko
might be the one to save his life. (The jury is still out on that.)
All I know is that on 'Rubber Soul' I heard a maturing
John. On 'Revolver,' after the initial shock of it, I realized
John was more than a songwriter/singer. 'She Said, She Said' is
a masterpiece. 'Tomorrow Never Knows' made me grow up a little.
On "Sgt. Pepper," I heard a playful wordsmith
and an artist with "Lucy In The Sky" and "A Day
In The Life." On 'Magical Mystery Tour,' 'Walrus' is unlike
anything ever put on vinyl, and to this day, that song has the
same effect that was intended: shock and confusion. I'm cryyyyyying.
But in 'The White Album' I heard danger. Along with
the beautiful 'Dear Prudence' and the artistry of 'I'm So Tired'
and 'Julia,' 'Happiness Is A Warm Gun' worried me. 'Yer Blues'
is a great song, but it's a confessional cry. I know they are
the work of a talented songwriter, but I saw signs of unhappiness.
But what could I do? (I realize now that I was seeing life differently
also, and John was my guide. Singing words I was afraid to even
think.) This "new" John was a challenge for me. He was
making me think! Bugger!
The Summer of '68 came
and Jeanne and I were still together, much to the chagrin of the
nuts running the home. But all was not well...Jeanne wasn't thrilled
with the new, thinking me. We didn't see eye-to-eye about The
Beatles anymore. She didn't like the cha-cha-cha-changes in their
personalities and music.
Jeanne and I disagreed about the Hippy movement. I
was for it; she was against it. We started to drift apart. The
School year of '69 was the beginning
of the end for us. We were seeing other people, and by the summer
of '69 we were apart. (By the way, we remain friends to this day.)
She's a nurse in Boston, happily married and mother of two. I've
been happily married for 33 years. My wife and Jeanne speak on
the phone every now and then...I wonder what they are saying?
1969 brought the end
of The Beatles too, essentially. 'Let It Be' and 'Abbey Road'
were both recorded that year. They were released in opposite order
(every Beatles fan knows why). There was trouble in paradise
(A musician friend of mine was suspicious after 'Let
It Be' was released. He wondered why 'Abbey Road' sounded technically
advanced to 'Let It Be.' He had good ears. He knew George wasn't
playing lead guitar on 'Get Back' right away. John played the
solo.)
Then in April '70 Paul
announced what some of us knew already: the dream was over. My
"real family," The Beatles, were getting a divorce.
Some of us took refuge in Paul's first solo effort, along with
John's "Live Peace Toronto."
The Summer of '70 came
and went. I graduated high school. Met a nice girl, Kathy. She
liked The Beatles. Good. We listened to "Let It Be"
a lot. Somehow I got a hold of the bootleg version called "Get
Back." (John once said the real soundtrack to 'Let It Be'
is like The Beatles with their trousers down. For you American
Idol fans..."you lookin' like a fool with your pants on the
ground." See? Once again, John was way ahead of his time.)
By the End of '70 John's
masterpiece came out. Nicknamed "The Mother Album,"
Plastic Ono Band was pure genius. But once again John proved too
much for the mild-mannered. Without knowing what was on the album,
Kathy and I played it in her living room. Her parents were about
20 feet away in the kitchen. (This was a church-going Italian
family.) All was well until "I Found Out" came on. Then
the lyric 'some of you sittin' there with your #%#* in your hand...'
made Kathy and I look at each other...hoping her parents didn't
hear. I guess they didn't. Then "Working Class Hero"
came on...Two times John said the 'F' word...her parents heard.
"What did he say, what are you listening to...? You take
that off right now!" We apologized. Secretly I was cheering
inside...Yesssss....John! Yesssss.
The years rolled by. I met my wife in 1976;
we married in '77. Dorothy was a theater major. She had a different
idea of what good music was/is. She liked/s Sinatra, Bennett,
Ella...Cole Porter and the like...I am now a fan of them, too...But
what's even more important, she is now a bigggggg fan of The Beatles.
She can go toe-to-toe with any Beatles expert. (At the start of
our relationship she couldn't have cared less about The Beatles...Now,
watch it buddy, don't "dis" The Boys to her face!) That's
marital bliss.
The real end of The Beatles came on December
8, 1980.
That night my wife and I were at an audition. She was
trying out for a part in "Uncommon Women and Others."
She got it. After the audition was over, at about 10:45, I was
having an argument with a woman about The Beatles. She was probably
my age now, 57... I was 28 then. While talking with her, "I
Want To Hold Your Hand" came on the juke box. She started
singing along. I said, "Wow, you like The Beatles?"
She became indignant and asked, "Why, am I too old?"
She scolded me about being ignorant and prejudiced. A few of my
friends at the theater told her that I was a Beatlemaniac and
was just happy to see another Beatles fan. She calmed down and
apologized. (She had run into age prejudice in the theater before
and thought she was running into it again.) We left on good terms.
Dorothy and I hadn't eaten dinner yet, so we went to our favorite
Italian restaurant. By then it was after serving hours, but they
were willing to bring us food at the bar. Monday Night Football
was on. The announcer, Howard Cosell, broke the news of John Lennon's
death. I left my wife at the bar with the car keys and walked
home. I looked up into the heavens and said to John, "How
can you be so stupid to go and get yourself killed!" I shook
my fist at God. After five years away, John had just released
a couple of singles and his album "Double Fantasy."
I had been reading the amazing Playboy interview that day! It
just couldn't be true!
The next day, and a couple of other times that week,
Dorothy and I went to The Dakota. It was sad. I felt like I should
help the brokenhearted people there. It was a strange feeling.
I was there because my heart was breaking, but somehow I felt
John inside, pushing me to be strong.
Since then, whenever I feel down, whenever I feel like
giving in to defeat, I think of John...and I realize it can all
be a lot worse. Keep on keeping on until it's over. That's what
he gave me.
In 2000 I got my first
computer and began enjoying the Internet. Around the same time,
I saw a Bill Moyers' special on Joseph Campbell. The themes "Follow
Your Bliss" and mythology were discussed.
Essentially Campbell was saying: "If you follow
your bliss, you put yourself on a kind of track that has been
there all the while, waiting for you, and the life that you ought
to be living is the one you are living. Wherever you are -- if
you are following your bliss, you are enjoying that refreshment,
that life within you, all the time."
Being a quick learner, I put the Internet to work and
connected with other Beatles Fans. I joined a few groups that
Beatle-ized and found my Bliss again.
In 2004 I formed my own
group at MSN. I found being responsible for the content heightened
my Bliss. The daily interaction with members and the search for
Beatles stories around the Internet world kept me where I wanted
to be, in a Beatles frame of mind. MSN stopped sponsoring "Groups"
in 2009, but they offered a migration tool to Multiply.com.
That's where http://moondogsbeatlesandu.multiply.com
resides now. It's a small group, one year old, growing all the
time. It's not about Beatles news stories. It's not about nostalgia.
It's not about Beatles instruments or Beatles songs or Beatles
trivia or Beatles videos. It's about Every Little Thing. It's
keepin' the legend alive...and I will.